I supposed deep down – I feel that I am so boring a person that people wouldn’t enjoy my company. As in why would anyone want to befriend a boring person?
That makes me shy away from approaching people because I think I have to be interesting which I am not. I typically don’t have anything funny to say. Nor do I have any opinions or thoughts on current affairs. Nor do I have anything interesting to share with people. I want to avoid situations where I dont have anything to say. The silence can be awkward for others.